i’m not going to get into detail, but here’s basically what’s upsetting me for the most part. it sucks when you feel like you’re one-sided on multiple things, meaning that you’re the one who’s giving most of the effort to make things happen. it sucks when you need closure but have no idea how to find it. it sucks when promises aren’t kept. it sucks when i realize that this is reality.
(Source: streetkred)
When you’ve been on your own in every respect for most of your life and you go to love someone who has had people around her all her life, she can’t understand how precious she is, how big a gap she fills, simply because she’s never experienced it.
I saw you today for the first time since the break up, I know you saw me too because the look on your face told it all, the surprise of seeing me from the corner of your eye. Even though we were separated behind glass I knew the only one that caught your eye was me, after this moment left me I felt all the emotions running back, I giggled a little to think what a small world to see her in these circumstances.
I tried to read the look on your face when you saw me, I couldn’t help to think that you would of thought about me on your way home. I hate how this still brings me down even though its been a month.
The days are over when you see me you would smile and wave but I know I’m stronger now, without you I can see the world in full.
i feel so empty right now, even though the love we had was one sided the pain doesn’t get any easier to manage.
the worst part of this all was that we were such close friends, yet i fucked it up by trying to push things through, now we are nothing.
the hole you left seems to be growing larger by the second but i will push through.
but all i wanted to say was i love you.
(Source: soneje)
(Source: jiaha)
i tried so hard to let you go..
